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The author describes an anxious state that arises without an apparent cause in various situations, including public places. Notes a strong desire to isolate themselves from society, exhaustion from social interactions, and episodes of aggression, particularly directed at loved ones. Reports feelings of guilt, difficulty breathing, and trembling during anxiety. Mentions the presence of intrusive thoughts about self-harm and suicidal ideation, as well as concerns about their careless attitude toward possible consequences. Expresses a desire to seek help from a psychologist but is held back by fear of telling their mother and financial constraints.