Я не знаю що мені робити

The author describes a difficult childhood filled with physical abuse and restrictions from her mother. In her teenage years, she experienced serious abuse, including sexual abuse and coercion to use drugs. At 17, she was abducted by another man, from whom she became pregnant after sexual violence. Now, at 19 with a child, the author struggles to form healthy relationships, feels guilt over conflicts, and suffers from physical exhaustion, dizziness, and nervousness. She is seeking advice on what kind of help she should get.